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2020 Rod Ice
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(4-20)
The
Resurrection.
It
is the focal point of Christian theology and of this special day on
the calendar. But here today, in the moment, there was no formal
service. No family meal to share. No celebration to mark the
awakening of dormant life that had waited under the shroud of winter.
Instead, there was only the ‘now.’ Socially distanced,
quarantined, masked, gloved, sanitized, separated and shielded from
the invisible menace.
The
Coronavirus.
For
this writer, the day had simply become a moment to pause in
reflection. Which I did while walking my dog. A Black Labrador
Retriever, aged 13 years. Birds were loud in announcing the season as
we toured our yard. They stayed busy chirping and cackling from trees
that were nearly bursting with the promise of new growth.
In
my head, a familiar hymn from childhood resounded:
“Low
in the grave he lay
Jesus
my savior
Waiting
the coming day
Jesus,
my Lord!”
Our
backyard tree stretched across a western corner of the lot. Brimming
with buds. I remembered it first appearing under our propane tank, a
dozen years ago. An errant, ‘weed tree’ lifting its scrawny trunk
toward the sky. A lonely stalk, very out-of-place and odd. I was
counseled to simply cut it down, and be free of guilt. But this
yearning plant touched my heart. I wondered about transferring it to
a more friendly location. To a patch of ground in
our side yard. My wife agreed. So we dug carefully, lifting the tiny
timber from its grotto under the cylinder.
That
summer was memorably hot and dry. We watered the tree regularly, to
rescue it from shock. My wife feared that it would not survive. Its
leaves drooped with fatigue. I felt sad, as if we were watching a
child in a hospital ward. But the garden-hose-therapy continued.
After standing, half-bent, until fall, winter covered it with a
graceful overcoat of white. We decided moving the tree had been a bad
idea. One that bowed us with regret.
Spring
flipped our mood, however. The orphan wildwood
was reborn! New limbs sprouted in every
direction. This miracle once again revived the music in my head, with
seasonal joy:
“Up
from the grave he arose
With
a mighty triumph o’er his foes
He
arose a victor from the dark domain
And
he lives forever with his saints to reign
He
arose! He arose!
The
stray sapling
grew ferociously. Seemingly inspired to occupy the full measure of
its new corner of our yard. White blossoms adorned its breadth and
height. During mowing chores, I carefully cut around it to avoid
disturbing limbs that reached out for room.
I sometimes stood in the grass with a beverage, while admiring its
humble grace. An unwanted outcast of sorts. Now able to serve as an
anchor on the property. Noble and proud.
Long
separated from the dark spot under our tank.
Each
year found the tree blooming and blossoming and rising higher toward
the regal blue.
Eventually, I had to prune it back from touching
the neighbor’s
bathroom window. A feat that would have been unimaginable only a
short while before.
Every
spring that followed
loosed the same melody in my ears:
“Vainly
they watch his bed
Jesus,
my savior
Vainly
they seal the dead
Jesus,
my Lord
Death
cannot keep his prey
Jesus,
my savior
He
tore the bars away,
Jesus,
my Lord.”
Even
with COVID-19 on a rampage, this Easter felt joyous and pure, like
any other. Yet I pondered the day feeling
more solemnity. More consideration for the cycle of mortal beings. Of
we who walk the earth with rituals and traditions to accompany our
journey.
My
roam
around this rectangle of green had now lasted 18 seasons. With sober
eyes, I realized that our tree would likely outlive both of
us, in time. My Black Lab,
now an old fellow, with frosted whiskers and wrinkled paws. And
myself, bent and stumbling with two canes. Trudging in the footsteps
of my late father.
This
arbor fetched from the propane bay, given new purpose as a fixture of
the residence park – would survive us both. Perhaps to convey our
story forward, to others who inherit this lot and the neighborhood.
For
them, perhaps, the spring of yonder days will brighten with skies
untouched by a pandemic like the one we face. With the familiar hymn
still signaling the seasonal rebirth of nature:
“Up
from the grave he arose
With
a mighty triumph o’er his foes
He
arose a victor from the dark domain
And
he lives forever with his saints to reign
He
arose! He arose!
Hallelujah,
Christ arose!”
I
let my Black Lab off his leash, to wander. Though this Easter had
come amid worry and fear, it arrived nevertheless. Just as sweet,
just as hopeful. Just as marvelous and miraculous.
Amen.
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‘Low
in the Grave He Lay’ - words & music by Robert Lowry
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